May 25, 2007 journal, the war of aggression rolls on with money flowing for terrorism. The United States are accused of being the terrorist by Rosie O'Donnell on the television. With John Edwards denouncing the term "war on terror" as a political advertisement and he is correct. Another hundred billion dollars to roll this war on into September 2007 as an open-ended continuation of our assault on innocent people and to fund the Blackwater secret security agency band of hired killers or renegades shooting at the world as we are supplying the Lebanese army to level a refugee camp in Tripoli where 40,000 people live. Stand back and observe the escalating cost of gasoline going up daily holding the nation hostage for freedom to travel. Tune into Revelation prophecy to read the final chapters. C-SPAN shows New Orleans victims desperate pleads before senators in Washington for the reconstruction money to come through after 2 years of waiting and maintaining their old mortgages. The red tape has prevented every one of 120,000 applications from being approved. What kind of government is this? This is a government that has sent it all to Iraq and apparently have no intention of fulfilling their agreement to help or restore New Orleans. When you look at the destruction of New Orleans now you are seeing the destruction of all America tomorrow and the inability of this government to respond to serious needs. Most people I talk with tell me that something serious is about to happen in this country dealing with the fulfillment of the end time prophecy but they have no idea what it will be. Church folks seems to think there is only one political party of the mega church as the Republican Party and they have of course not yet figured out the Antichrist. My personal opinions, my thoughts and inspiration, my experience. Delicious strawberries are in season here and I felt lead to buy and distribute to relatives and friends. Some say, how much do I owe you? I only respond by saying, but I am not selling strawberries, I'm giving them away. But we do not have anything to give you and to that I say, I'm looking for nothing in return otherwise it would destroy my joy in giving. My experience at dinner time at the steakhouse was not good because I could not buy a small salad without buying an entree of steak. They have a showcase now of fresh beef all the way down the serving line and by the time I reached the end I am no longer hungry. In fact I am about to lose my lunch 6 hours earlier. I can hear the steps of the young heifer I led to slaughter as a child being obedient and it made an indelible impression on me and I suffer it more now than then. I could never even watch a chicken being killed and this war is very disturbing as we butcher innocent families while losing innocent kids in crossfire. I want to get away from it all but I want to save my family from deadly foods and from all propaganda. Once in public eyes I find myself challenged but I elected to hold my peace and not respond to one big man making himself obnoxious greeting me as young man and insisted on shaking hands twice saying I do not talk, announcing it to the entire restaurant. Except for the enormous respect for my family I could have said that 'with all the talk you are doing'. In visiting relatives as a child with my family I heard them asking why I did not talk as though something was wrong with me. I talk plenty if something is being said. Idle talk has never interested me. People that hang out around restaurants and country stores seem to love to talk about weather and things considered trivial when there are such serious things that could be discussed, things that would improve the quality of our lives. The war spending bill is now signed by the president and one poster I saw on television refers to our murdering army. It was a huge sign, people are more turned off on war. Just today they promised to reduce the troops 50% by next spring just-in-time for the election.